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Shadows

Happy April guys! I wrote this next one within a matter of minutes, which I note for the purpose of what's coming next. Within a matter of minutes, life can change drastically. You can meet someone's eyes and your souls can tangle, two hands can touch and a relationship can get defined, doors can close, tears can well up, food can burn, the clouds can change.. Your mind could change.. I wrote this on what would have been mine and Sean's 2nd anniversary. And although I am very aware that it's over between us, sometimes things fall apart and I find myself backtracking. No matter where life brings me, I find myself missing the person I thought he was. That being said, this poem isn't about him. In fact, it's about a lot of people, and no one in particular. You see, when people say they fall in love, I often wonder if they know what they're talking about. I mean, how do they know? Is it those butterflies in their tummy? Or the smile that creeps on their ...

Dear Lady Cheyenne

March is almost over guys, but I made a last minute decision to post this one. I have been haggling between three different poems to post this month, and I couldn't settle. I've no idea why that was, but I'm glad to have come to a conclusion and posted Dear Lady Cheyenne . I'm not sure if it's going to come across to my readers that this is an actual real person. And my feelings, despite the fact that I have allowed it to bother me to the extent of writing a poem about it, are next to none. The truth is, you can only be pushed away so far. And I was pushed into the abyss. I did wonder what went on in her mind..I even wondered why I wasn't good enough.. I still wonder, but I now know that I'm not the problem. You see, things change and people change, I've grown up abiding by that saying.. It's just, this is ridiculous. The person on which this poem is based just woke up one morning and stepped out of her own world. She caused herself the hugest ...

Soul Mates

Happy February guys! As it's the month of love, (or loner month if I will,) I thought this one would be best suited for the occasion. I can't believe it's Spring 2017 already! I actually used to despise this time of year due to the weather mainly. See, it's cold, so utterly cold, but the sun is shining? It makes no sense, it's almost like a false hope. But that's changed over the past few days. I've started seeing things in a completely new, colourful light. I woke up one morning last week and felt unstoppable. The world could have thrown anything at me, and I was ready! Soul Mates is a creation I never once believed I'd be the master of. The night I wrote it, I was tucked up in bed, the television was on in the background and my heart just danced to the rhythm of my words. I never used to believe "soul mates" to be the spiritual union of lovers. I always believed they were two friends, with opposite paths in life. They would find each...

Fictional Dependency - Part IV: King Arthur

Happy 2017 guys! So I'm going to start the year off with an apology. I ended 2016 on a very grim note and I do apologise for that. But I would also like to explain why I did that. You see, 2016 was a rollercoaster of a year for me. While I had a great experience challenging myself to be happy to my full potential, I hit a few walls and found a few dark corners along the way. And I want to tell ye all about them. Over the course of the year, I transitioned between a grey world, into some colour. And I started the happiness challenge, thinking it would automatically make me happy, but that was a silly thought. Happiness comes from within, no one is responsible for making you happy, only yourself. And I found that after some time, when the world seemed to be shutting doors and switching on the rain showers above me. I thought the happiness challenge was a complete flop and then, I woke up one morning and just realised I was wrong. I can't explain it, but I just felt content w...

The Silence

Whoa guys, I almost let 2016 go without uploading my December post! I've struggled with a few things since the end of November. And mainly, it was finding the right words. In general, not just with poetry. I made a promise to myself that I would tell people particular things before 2016 was over. But I have achieved nothing. It feels as if everything has fallen away from me, and I was just left in a distant place, a few months back. I have to catch up, and that's what I'm doing. Outside of my head, I understand that makes no sense to many. But, to me, I think I've finally found the right words. I'm a little lost, but I think I'm finding my way back. I hope you like The Silence as it genuinely has a piece of me within it. I've been trying to find the words for this kind of storyline for a while now, even long before everything fell apart. And, I think, it's sort of an anti-climax as it doesn't really have that dramatic effect in place. I di...

The Cracks in your Iron Suit

Happy November once again guys! The years are just flying by, it's insane! I'm going to start on a bright note.. I just want to congratulate my big sister, Caroline and her family, on the arrival of their new babΓ³g, Cara-Lily.. I hope the very best to all of ye.. Many many happy days x♡ So this month, I've written something kind of different, and I understand why many people have questioned it. I've had people questioning who it's based on, and why my opinion on the matter is so strong.. It's very simple as far as I'm concerned. Today is Day #109, yes I reached 100 days last month! Which is fantastic, but it wasn't the end of the road for my happy days challenge.. I've decided to continue to as long as it takes to be happy.. Truly happy. I may be counting my days for the rest of my life! And I will, if that's what it takes :) The Cracks in your Iron Suit is about a person who genuinely is in a dark place and life is just slipping away ar...

Absolute Magnitude

Happy October everybody! Happy October indeed... I've reached Day #77 of my happiness challenge, and I have to be honest, I feel so much better than I did all those weeks ago when I first started it. Things change immensely over time, but I never believed they would change just as much as they have. Both my circumstances and feelings have changed, and through it all there has been one positive.. Absolute Magnitude has to be the most positive poem I have ever written, capturing the innate feelings inside me. Unphased by my current surroundings, I'm brought back to the eyes I once seen a whole new world within, and ruefully, I may confess, I made a mistake. Life's all about lessons and learning from them is what builds us to be the people we come to be. So for that reason, I won't allow myself to regret the past year of my life, I'm going to take it in my stride and allow it to teach me a few things. Teach me not to allow myself to just settle for what I'm ...